Give Me

Give me a reason to trust,
For that I trusted is long gone and lost.
Give me a reason to believe,
For what thy wanted was loathed with lust.

Give me a the scent I loved,
Still in my veins, stinging by its stench.
Give me the days I lived,
Still fresh for those faked little moments.

Give me my heart back throbbing,
For now ages I forgot its rhythm.
Give me my life as it had been,
For I forgot how it felt to be living.

And still I ask more for me,
Devoured by hatred and sympathy.
For now I have only anger and pity to give.
Give me back my soul,
For atleast in exchange you would have my mercy.